Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Thursday, May 29, 2008
Come up
Completed my first knit cardigan ever. I just need to add buttons and it will be ready to wear. Actually i am thinking of wearing it sans buttons just to show it off to the people who have been watching me knit it for the past month and a half.
On to two more projects! One of them is for me, a promise i made at the beginning of the year- be fearless and knit for myself. The other is a pair of socks for my friend Robyn's [late] birthday. She has made me two pairs of jammy pants in the past [one was lost, hence the second] and i love to show her my apprecation and love.
Well off to the wild blue yonder!
On to two more projects! One of them is for me, a promise i made at the beginning of the year- be fearless and knit for myself. The other is a pair of socks for my friend Robyn's [late] birthday. She has made me two pairs of jammy pants in the past [one was lost, hence the second] and i love to show her my apprecation and love.
Well off to the wild blue yonder!
Friday, May 2, 2008
Sunday, April 13, 2008
you didn't see, but i was there
Count down is 7 days. Seven days until i leave for Ireland. Am i ready? Well, somewhat. I may or may not need a new backpack. I am hoping not. I already own one backpack from college, and one i used when i spent 6 weeks in Europe in 2001. This time it's only 10 days, so i hope to be as lightly packed as possible.
Yesterday i went shopping with my brother in Seattle, an outdoor store called REI- he bought a $100 backpack that may hold extra stuff if mine is too small. I've been considering our itinerary. We fly into and out of Dublin, and i have a girlfriend who lives in County Donegal. In between i am thinking of Galway and the Aran Islands. That should take up our whole 10 days.
I began my first knitted garment a few days ago- a button down cardigan called the "Puff sleeve Feminine Cardigan" and the title tells well, it has puff sleeves and lacework on the bottom. I will be proud to post the completed garment pictures. I won't finish before i leave, but likely i will get a goodly portion done. I can't stop knitting it! Right now it's just the same thing over and over for about 20 or more rows.
Besides just knitting and getting ready for Ireland, i will be completing applications to different school district in Whatcom and Skagit Counties. I will have to get my butt in gear, because there are a few apps i haven't even started on. Fortunately i have the beginnings with previous cover letters and resumes on my plate as examples. I am almost done with the Ferndale app, and the Burlington. Bellingham, Nooksack Valley and Oak Harbor to go. Maybe more have opened over the past week.
Not much else happening, really [but truly it's all more than not much]
Yesterday i went shopping with my brother in Seattle, an outdoor store called REI- he bought a $100 backpack that may hold extra stuff if mine is too small. I've been considering our itinerary. We fly into and out of Dublin, and i have a girlfriend who lives in County Donegal. In between i am thinking of Galway and the Aran Islands. That should take up our whole 10 days.
I began my first knitted garment a few days ago- a button down cardigan called the "Puff sleeve Feminine Cardigan" and the title tells well, it has puff sleeves and lacework on the bottom. I will be proud to post the completed garment pictures. I won't finish before i leave, but likely i will get a goodly portion done. I can't stop knitting it! Right now it's just the same thing over and over for about 20 or more rows.
Besides just knitting and getting ready for Ireland, i will be completing applications to different school district in Whatcom and Skagit Counties. I will have to get my butt in gear, because there are a few apps i haven't even started on. Fortunately i have the beginnings with previous cover letters and resumes on my plate as examples. I am almost done with the Ferndale app, and the Burlington. Bellingham, Nooksack Valley and Oak Harbor to go. Maybe more have opened over the past week.
Not much else happening, really [but truly it's all more than not much]
Thursday, March 6, 2008
call me [or so says blondie]
Can you believe this is the first time i've felt i have the time to sit and post anything on any of my blogs? Wow! There isn't much relief coming in the future, either. I need to study for job interviews [teacher interviews are tough!], apply for the Bellingham School District.....and i haven't heard anything from Mt. Vernon yet. I can only assume it means they didn't find me qualified for the position.
Just thinking of that brings on the sludge. What else can i call it. That deep fear and anxiety that balls right inside the bottom of my sternum. I am trying to cognitively change this process of... what can i call it? When i start feeling this way i get immobile. Like it's my mind;s way of protecting me. I am sure it's a learned reaction from childhood. *sigh* I want to be stronger than that!
I am finishing up a knitting project i started in October- Mark's scarf should be done this week. I put it down a couple times too extensively- once for over a onth i believe. Ha! And it was his christmas present. He has been very obliging in this belated present. In fact, he is just elated i am making him something.
I have to buy conservative interview clothes- like jacket & skirt, or pantsuit. Eeeek. I am going to try to consignment store today. I was at the mall with a girlfriend yesterday and saw the prices in JC Penney's were too much for me. $60 for a jacket, $40 for pants and $20 for a shirt. Crazy! But i have to make an impression and this is what you need.
My hips are sore from yoga.
I am eating a delicious pear.
bmn k
[that was me trying to swipe off cat hair from the keyboard]
Heart of Glass by Blondie brings strange deep emotional recall to me.
I just want to crawl deeper into the covers and watch one of the many movies i have from the library.
I miss you my Muse.
Just thinking of that brings on the sludge. What else can i call it. That deep fear and anxiety that balls right inside the bottom of my sternum. I am trying to cognitively change this process of... what can i call it? When i start feeling this way i get immobile. Like it's my mind;s way of protecting me. I am sure it's a learned reaction from childhood. *sigh* I want to be stronger than that!
I am finishing up a knitting project i started in October- Mark's scarf should be done this week. I put it down a couple times too extensively- once for over a onth i believe. Ha! And it was his christmas present. He has been very obliging in this belated present. In fact, he is just elated i am making him something.
I have to buy conservative interview clothes- like jacket & skirt, or pantsuit. Eeeek. I am going to try to consignment store today. I was at the mall with a girlfriend yesterday and saw the prices in JC Penney's were too much for me. $60 for a jacket, $40 for pants and $20 for a shirt. Crazy! But i have to make an impression and this is what you need.
My hips are sore from yoga.
I am eating a delicious pear.
bmn k
[that was me trying to swipe off cat hair from the keyboard]
Heart of Glass by Blondie brings strange deep emotional recall to me.
I just want to crawl deeper into the covers and watch one of the many movies i have from the library.
I miss you my Muse.
Monday, February 4, 2008
Hearty Tuscan Stew in the oven, coffee by my side, and plans to make Lemon Layer Cake for my birthday. I finished one of the Arrow pattern socks for Mark and am going to begin the second one today. I also made a couple little baby hats for my brother-in-law's sister who just had a baby about a week or so ago. She is young [i thought 19, but i guess now she's 21] and with a man who does not treat her well, and on top of it all she lives in a highly morman part of Idaho, with a deeply religious family. *sigh* poor thing. I hope the hats i made fit, i've never made clothes for little teeny tiny ones before.
Even though i've been busy through a big part of the day, i feel headachy and lazy.
Even though i've been busy through a big part of the day, i feel headachy and lazy.
Sunday, February 3, 2008
dream
The beginning of a very scary, very detailed dream that was interrupted by Mark's snoring:
I am at college and get a strange note from someone saying they are coming for me. At first i don't know what is going on, but instantly i remember an incident from my young childhood-
*As a very young child i survived a horrible plane crash instrumented by an evil, diabolical, crazy man. The scene i remember is a woman [the other survivor] sitting on the street corner next the the wreckage, wailing her heart out. Her clothes are ruined from the bottom down and i can clearly see her nakedness. She keeps lamenting that she was true to her lover all their lives until the night before, why did she have to be unfaithful right before he dies horribly?
The diabolical man sees me [i think i am young enough to be in a carrier] and something strange happens. He calms down, all his black thoughts, extreme mental illness and general evil demeanor calm down. He is utterly confused and decides i am a miracle, so he won't kill me.*
What he will do, though, is come back for me.
After i remember this buried incident, i am instantly panicked- scared to the marrow. I begin to run. I make it to an administrative building on campus, into the hallways, into someone's office. I can feel him behind me. I hide in an office, behind a desk, no avail- i can hear him calling for me. "You can't hide from me, i can see through walls to get you, behind that desk you are hiding behind."
~snore~ I am woken up from this tense, fearful dream. It was full of emotion and could have gotten more interesting.
I am at college and get a strange note from someone saying they are coming for me. At first i don't know what is going on, but instantly i remember an incident from my young childhood-
*As a very young child i survived a horrible plane crash instrumented by an evil, diabolical, crazy man. The scene i remember is a woman [the other survivor] sitting on the street corner next the the wreckage, wailing her heart out. Her clothes are ruined from the bottom down and i can clearly see her nakedness. She keeps lamenting that she was true to her lover all their lives until the night before, why did she have to be unfaithful right before he dies horribly?
The diabolical man sees me [i think i am young enough to be in a carrier] and something strange happens. He calms down, all his black thoughts, extreme mental illness and general evil demeanor calm down. He is utterly confused and decides i am a miracle, so he won't kill me.*
What he will do, though, is come back for me.
After i remember this buried incident, i am instantly panicked- scared to the marrow. I begin to run. I make it to an administrative building on campus, into the hallways, into someone's office. I can feel him behind me. I hide in an office, behind a desk, no avail- i can hear him calling for me. "You can't hide from me, i can see through walls to get you, behind that desk you are hiding behind."
~snore~ I am woken up from this tense, fearful dream. It was full of emotion and could have gotten more interesting.
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